little leftover sadness...
Our class trip to Barcelona was so nice, I already miss that feeling.
To be honest - I'm currently out of school. I can't help being annoyed that I had to fail.
And somehow, there is a lot holding me back at the moment. I should be
looking for a job in France right now, to improve my skills, so that I can repeat the exam
successfully. But my current state of mind is a shambles, my sister is in mental care, my mother
always ill & hurting. I just feel like breaking free - but I admit I'm a little scared.