I apologize I haven`t written anything in a long time. There is a reason though. It just felt wrong to me writing about funny or happy things, although that is all I want to write about. A colleague of mine died and I experienced writers block for the first time in my life. Everything still feels a bit warped, but I can deal with it. It's just that he was my age and wasnt ill or anything - it was just some medication and alcohol that did him in.
Enough of that, I just felt I had to write it down. Thank you for listening.